SHE HAS ALREADY MOVE ON. WITH A NEW LIFE. THERE'S NO NEED TO THINK MUCH.
this may be the last post.
WITH A NEW BLOG...HAHA!!

Oh well. SCREAMING FOOTSTEP APART.
















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Living with Devil

What are U?
Played a Quiz yesterday, what kind of a frien am i? Well, the result...im a DEVIL. The one that create problems for people, the one that is being hated and fear by all, the one that is never near god.
Wow..a U-turn for mi? To look deeper into relations with people, to give concern to friends, to say "sooooooooo cute" to everythg on Earth? Nah...not my style. If im a bad friend, i will not be here right now. Walking among all. Cuz i know i will die without them.

SO?
Sooooooo..all the innocent little kids that are blind-folded by the ugly truth on Earth watch out!!
Muahahahaha!!

Ani way, i may b evil within. Since i laugh at korean touching show...and etc. Well, its juz a bloody game. Why bother? BLAH BLAH BLAH

Thousands and millions of ideas and thoughts shot through ones' mind a day. Mine is either filled with juices or trash. Unfortunately, to many its juz trash. Low respect, few thoughts and concern. Why cant they try? Juz try to put in 20%...

Someone of no worth like mi will never be able to pull up my head. Looking down on the soil created by mother earth. Is it juz a moment of emo or the fact living with mi? Its a fact in deed.

The oni thg u can do with a trash is to recycle or decompose it. Decompose and vanish mi fm here, pls...Even if am being recycled my integrity will still b low. Never able to see the sky above. Never able to know how beautiful is the rest of the world. Why bring urself to tis level then? Its so low, you oni get step and kick by ppl.

TRASH

NO ONE IN THE WORLD WILL HELP YOU. IF YOU DUN HELP YOURSELF.

How far hav I walked to tis pt? Can i turned back ani further? Lost. I lost a lot. But gain somethg that may never b replaced.

M.I.A

Wad happen?
Rotting at home, wake up an hour b4 class start, chilling wit Best friend, loitering in town, stoning at all my work, sleeping an hour b4 i should wake up, nagging at the wrong person, staring at the computer, banging into walls, laughing at things tat are not funny. Well, that sounds that typical Doris or a typical Singaporean gal....not.

Typical
Talking non-stop on MSN wit strangers, Messaging the whole world or a guy 24/7, "shopping" in town yet brought nothing, thinks tat she's cute but is a brat in fact, thinks that she's fashionable but dress like a muggle, stare at the mirror for an hour, talk to the whole world and thinks that she's popular, chilling with all the "cool" people, laugh at everything they said, blog about everything...etc. How typical are u?


Mi
Have been playing...awaits my power!!

1: Besides your lips , where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
neck or chin...i tink..
2: How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
nothing...i fell aslp aft tat.
3: Who was the last person you took a photo with?
Dun rmb...too many le ba..Zhi pai
4: Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
no way!! Denying...
5: Would you ever donate blood?
Hello!! im a O+...
6: Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Stupid Qn...
7: Do you want someone dead?
Of cuz...the more the merrier
8: What does your last text message say?
Non of ur business lei~~
9: What are you thinking of right now?
how to answer Qn 9...
10: Do you wish someone was with you right now?
i always wanted tat....
11: What time did you go to sleep last night?
wad time did i wake up??
12: Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now ?
im wearing Class-t now...
13: Is someone on your mind right now?
a someone is always in my mind...like, Doris.
14: Who was the last person to text you?
Kpo sia~~
10 PEOPLE TAGGED TO DO THIS QUIZ :
1. Nana
2. Cat
3. Gaen
4. Lindis
5. XL
6. JM
7. Heemiiroo
8. YS
9. KeN
10. Jes
15: Who is 2 having a relationship with?
Woo~!~ i dun tell u lei...
16: Is 3 a male or a female?
Either or...neither nor...
17: If 7 and 10 get together will that be a good thing?
i dunno...may be. Is lesbian illegal yet??
18: What is Number 1 studying about?
Some engine course...not impt.
19: When was the last time you had a chat with 5?
Now...
20: Is Number 4 single?
Dunno...
21: Say something about Number 2.
He is the BEST!! Love ya~~
22: What do you think about Number 3 and 6 being together?
Cannot...
23: Describe Number 9.
Hahaha!! Together??
24: What will you do if Number 6 and 7 fight?
How to fight?? when dun even get to meet each other...
25: Do you like Number 8?
Of cuz lar~~ hello!!

Bang!!
当我们GAY在一起
random

My wound start to bleed again. BULL-SHIT

Ppl change...all the time. But..how much i hav change?
According to a frien, its a lot.
From an emo, loner and "care"free person.
To a open, friendly and crazy ass.

The LINE cut soooooo deep and straight...
So much so that i hav forgotten my past.
Now...it juz giv mi tat desire to go back. The desire of return.

The truth is...that is impossible now. Tats rubbish and crap. Look forward and move on!!
Ppl hu look back will oni delay delay and delay. Oni slow down when ther's not a need to rush, when the whole world is behind u...

DESIRE
wad i wan now?? I wan $$$$$$$$$~!!! Loads of them..!!
Money cant buy everythg,
Money can buy ani thg.
SEX cant giv u love,
But love can giv u SEX... ...

STARS

I was looking up at the night sky after school. There are stars everywhere...shinning brightly.

EMOTIONS

Im not happy, unfortunately. Im pissed, upset, tired and lonely. But still..im laughing and making loud noises...

WHYsssss

Of many reasons...Millions of thoughts shot through my mind. My brain is probably dead now. The world is still fucking round.

FREAKz

Our worlds are too different. Our thoughts are too far apart. Our shadows are blured. Im totally disappointed with myself... ...

BANG!!

Why muz misunderstood mi most of the time??

Cuz tats wad selfish ppl do...

BOW!!

I like the stars though..